Warura's Musings

I wear my heart on my sleeve, i have always done that. I have been cautioned by my family and friends....but it is not a choice i make, it just happens naturally. I find myself giving 100%; i love passionately and deeply. This makes break ups very hard. I have had several already, but i never learn..... 'been there done that, been there once more; because apparently, i never learn'. Well, i will do it all over again....until the day I will find my 'the one'. I always enter into a relationship with the goal being, he just might be the one. So i enjoy it while it lasts, the ups and the downs, the friendship.....i always enjoy the journey. Getting to know someone is an interest for me and i actually enjoy it. I am single at the moment, so none of my relationships have been successful. They have been so insightful however and i have never regretted any one of them. The shortest has lasted a little over one year while the longest has lasted, well, years. A time comes whe...

She is 90+ years. No one knows for sure. She has an idea when she was born, but not a certain year. When i think of 90 years......that's a long time! It is triple my years plus more.....that's a really long time. My siblings and I are closer to my grandmother more than most of my cousins, this is because she brought us up during our earlier years (between 3-10). She removed my first tooth - and it was a long tale. She had to chase me up a tree, because i was so scared and hard headed :). She would make sure we had enough breakfast before school and that our uniforms were clean. She fed us, took us to the farm, showed us how to cook, carry out chores and most importantly, she took us to church. I was a member of the Sunday school. I still remember my teachers, one even got married to my uncle, she was teacher Peninah. There was also Shem, a man, strict but very effective in his teachings. We were involved in dramas and this were particularly intense during Easter and Christm...

And the last time i posted was 2013! What a shame!......but maybe not :) I liked writing down my life's events, i used to have a diary, i often come across a page i randomly wrote and it brings joy in my heart when i reminisce those times. Sometimes i wish i could write everyday day....oh the joy of going back and reading every single pages of days gone by, of memories long forgotten and joys that lasted just but a minute.....i think that will be my greatest regret in life, not recording my days. It is nearly the end of 2015.....2014 went by like a flash and this year....I can't even begin to understand what happened in all those days....it's gone by way toooo fast. One thing for sure, I have grown in leaps and bounds. I am not the woman i was last year, and i am not the woman i was in January. Events have changed me, changes have changed me. I am different and I am happy. Some if the changes are not so exciting but I know they will serve me well. Lat year I lost an a...